My grandma is not doing too well…

At my grandpa’s 79th birthday party today I found out that my grandma is not feeling well and hasn’t been for a few days now. I feel sick. There has not been a major loss in our family in my lifetime, and it is hitting home that this could very well be the first. I hope that I am overreacting, but if you had seen her, you would have felt the same way I do now. She could not walk on her own and had to have my uncle and grandpa carry her into the house.

Got to love my grandpa though, he stayed by her side the whole time I was there and held her close. Not sure if he knows what’s coming, but I see in him the love that he has for her and it makes me proud to not only be his grandchild, but named after such a great man.

I am sitting here typing this and starting to cry even though I am on the air and am supposed to be happy. I know she can not live forever, but I don’t want to see he go so soon…